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  • Misery in happiness.  1: The beginning

    Maestro Douglas Means Jr., Son of Maestro Means Sr. and Beverly Renee Cummings-Means. I’m the middle of 3 kids. I have an older brother and a younger sister. They are most certainly deemed to be very respectable citizens in our community. They got it right. My parents did a great job with them. But me,…

  • Misery in happiness

    Intro Why was it so hard for you to show your emotions to me? After all we’ve been through. I need you to help me understand. I know I haven’t always been honest with you, but I’ve always loved you. Our conversations don’t always turn out the best which leaves somethings better left unsaid. We’ve…

  • The beginning or the end…

    I’ve worked my entire life to be where I am at this very moment. I finished college, which was a chore in itself. Landed a decent job in my field of choice. Married the woman of my dreams. The kids, cars, homes, by all rights, I can say I made it. But if I did,…