Tomorrow I will bury my very first friend in scholastic life. Even though we haven’t spoken in years, dealing with death makes you reflect on the impact of the soul thats lost has had on your life.
EZD had a major impact on my life. The first phone number I ever dialed. The first person outside of my parents that let me know that it was ok to be smart. We were the only 2 of our race in the gifted program at our suburban school.
So close that you would’ve imagined a physical relationship. But at times, a friendship that lasts a lifetime is whats best.
Im shedding my first tear for your loss tonight because I can’t believe that its real. But knowing that the proof will be visible in less than 12 hours has finally got me.
Goodbye my friend. I will love you always. Thank you for being there for me all the times that I needed you. I know that I was there, but I wish I would’ve been there more. The way we parted ways should’ve never been.
Another person that doesn’t get to hear exactly what they mean to us before its too late.
The pain of the unknown is the worst.
Love before death. In this life, death is the end.
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