Strength thru pain…

The feelings that you have once you know you’re in deep in the final stages of a divorce are strange, to say the least.

For myself, I feel that my spouse is feeling some sense of regret for letting things get this far. Yet and still, continuing with the same actions that led us to this point.

I’m a person who loves. If we have a disagreement, we both may be mad. But I will not let us go to bed apart.  That’s who I am. And I feel I deserve the same.

I have slept apart from my spouse for months. With zero attempts to bring me back to bed. It is said that I left on my own accord. What a world we live in!

Once I’m gone, and reality sets in that everything I said was true, I don’t wish any grief. Only acceptance and regret.